You've gotta wonder what your best friend has that you don't.How'd he get the girl that you wanted?How'd he get the girl that you have eyes for?The question keeps repeating itself doesn't it.
Why aren't you able to get as many women as your best friend?Why does he always get the hot girls that you can't even seem to get to say yes to a date, much less, to come home with you?That's gotta fucking suck to be you. lol.
Maybe you started off by being jealous of him, and then a bit hateful,wondering what quality magnetizes women to him, but not you.
When you went home to jerk off alone, while he went home with the chick that you had hoped to, those intrusive thoughts started showing up. First you wanted to jerk off to her, then an image slipped into your mind of him spreading her legs and fucking her. Oops... and that was the start of it.
Now you just can't seem to get the thought of him having sex with women out of your mind, can you cucky?
It's not his fault that he warped your mind into having a new fetish. He's just better than you, and now your mind is fucked beyond repair. You can't even enjoy jerking off without thinking of him. Your confidence with women has plummeted. Now, it's like, you might even be rooting him on to do better than you.
You know you'll never be normal again. Normal sex is off the menu.
You've become a cuck, and your bestie is the Alpha.